I have had one of the worst mornings ever! It was freezing cold in my room at 6:30 this morning because the heating hadn’t come on. I got up and I didn’t have time to drink my tea and I burnt my toast. I got in the car and sat in traffic for 2 hours before getting to Uni, only to find out the seminar I had gone in for had been cancelled. I drove home and thought I’d get some breakfast on the way – the shop was shut due to ‘building works’ (there were no signs of any building works). I came home and am now typing this.
However, although it has been an awful morning, while I was driving home, I saw a car on the M25. It had collided with a lorry and had spun leaving it completely on one side. There were police and ambulance people there and I thought ‘how awful am I?’ I had been moaning non-stop all day and I when I thought of that person and whether they were even okay, I felt terrible.
So! I have decided to set myself a challenge. I am not going to moan, bitch or complain about anything to do with my life for the rest of the week. I am going to try to do this to the best of my ability, because I don’t really like moaning, but it seems to have become something that I do quite a lot. I don’t really have anything to moan about – I have great friends and family, I have my car, I have my dog, I am healthy, I can do pretty much whatever I want, when I want – so it has to stop. You should try it too, and we could compare on our non-moany weeks! Haha!
Peace and love, – a very happy and lucky to be alive – Polly May xx